Created a FAQ page for all ya’ll out there who might care (population: my mom).
It basically says, I have anxiety. I’m here to help with yours. Lets work together and embrace an unchangeable fact.
xx
So many things.
I have just had some shitty things going on lately, guys. Being home is okay, but I am bored out of my skull because I am jobless. I’m trying to find one but just having no luck at all. My step-dad is on my case and I feel like a character in Leave it to Beaver being taught the ways of life.
I’m glad to not be in Victoria right now but I’m not happy to be here. I’m stuck in this limbo, either waiting for things to get so bad I want to run back to Victoria or for things to improve exponentially and make me love being here.
Unrealistic.
I may have to soon turn to a life of stripping and drug dealing to make ends meat.
I kid, I kid. Kind of.
On the ferry back to surrey currently
Moving home. Good times. Except not really.
Adrienne won’t be here most of the summer and it makes me sad because I can’t imagine living in Surrey with out her. But Chelsea and the Dyl will be here and that is good news.
I actually feel pretty anxious about moving home. I realized today that Victoria is home to me. I’ve lived there consistently for the past 2 years. It’s familiar and I know where everything and how to get every where, everything I could need is so close. Surrey is so unfamiliar to me now, and everything is so faar away. There are 2 buses near my house and its still a 10-15 minute walk to them. Blehh.
Also, I had to say good bye to Kathleen today and it was so sad. It feels weird to be living somewhere where she isn’t. She’s like my comfort zone, my safe place. I will probably call her every day for the next 4 months and be overbearing. She’ll love me anyways.
My mom is going to smother me.
