so done with moving.
i know that i did not clean my apartment completely to the guidelines set by devon properties. idgaf. gonna lose some of my damage deposit, but yolo.
my lack of physical fitness is really kicking in today.
luckily i employed a very attractive, strong man to help a sista out. i look forward to staring at him as he moves my furniture.
Moving back to Victoria today.
Moving with my parents is always frustrating and guarantees a couple of arguments.
I guess I’m excited to go back, and get back to my life. On the other hand, I feel kind of sad. Which is funny because I’ve spent the whole summer whining; I hate this place - I want to go back, everything here is awful.
It’s unfortunate that I feel this way now. I’m going to miss a lot of people. Adrienne is visiting me in two weeks for my burday (squeeee) so that makes me feel better; but when she leaves I will be the ultimate sad panda. I feel like I barely saw her this summer, and I always miss her so much!
So many things to do. So many things to buy. So little energy. So little money.
Biggest bonus of all:
Bus Pass.
I have just had some shitty things going on lately, guys. Being home is okay, but I am bored out of my skull because I am jobless. I’m trying to find one but just having no luck at all. My step-dad is on my case and I feel like a character in Leave it to Beaver being taught the ways of life.
I’m glad to not be in Victoria right now but I’m not happy to be here. I’m stuck in this limbo, either waiting for things to get so bad I want to run back to Victoria or for things to improve exponentially and make me love being here.
Unrealistic.
I may have to soon turn to a life of stripping and drug dealing to make ends meat.
I kid, I kid. Kind of.
Moving home. Good times. Except not really.
Adrienne won’t be here most of the summer and it makes me sad because I can’t imagine living in Surrey with out her. But Chelsea and the Dyl will be here and that is good news.
I actually feel pretty anxious about moving home. I realized today that Victoria is home to me. I’ve lived there consistently for the past 2 years. It’s familiar and I know where everything and how to get every where, everything I could need is so close. Surrey is so unfamiliar to me now, and everything is so faar away. There are 2 buses near my house and its still a 10-15 minute walk to them. Blehh.
Also, I had to say good bye to Kathleen today and it was so sad. It feels weird to be living somewhere where she isn’t. She’s like my comfort zone, my safe place. I will probably call her every day for the next 4 months and be overbearing. She’ll love me anyways.
My mom is going to smother me.
